But now I feel like I don't know you.. At all.

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
- Paramore's Never Let This Go

And I find the lyrics so fucking true.
So fucking emo, so fucking emo.

And I supposed it was because of the fact that..
I'm leaving tomorrow morning. :'(

The aircon is so fucking cold. Hm so school was perfectly fine. Shyan, Qiaos & I sat around to talk in the morning @ the basketball court. Ha, Shyan went to buy food(Shyan reminds me of cheeseytofu & I feel like eating, so hungry) & went to Mrs Soon's homeroom. Sass & Yj was already in there. Talked, texted baby & al, got some stuff & off to the court again. Flag-rising & mass in the hall. :] It is Founder's Day & Ascenion Day so we had mass. Father taught us a way to pray, a new kinda prayer. Something like that, I think. I don't know if it works but I'm gonna try. Tonight perhaps. Or maybe tmr. :]

After mass, we went to class. Rearranged the tables for tmr's PTM. I took the initiative to sweep the floor 'cos the floor's so fucking dirty. Omg I wonder when was the last time some swept it. =/ I can't stand it la. So I just grabbed the broom & sweep the floor. I don't know how to sweep la, so I just anyhow. Hahaha I really don't know how to! I no longer help out int he housechores. :] Hee. Swept, washed my hands, stayed in the washroom a little longer with Best & Shyan. Best was trying to tie her hair like Qiaos. Haha so funny. Went back, sat with Sass. So frikkin' hot la the weather!! Ugh recesssssss time. Ate & again, we all had cheeseytofu! :D hee, now I'm craving for it. I told my maid that I like it & she asked how did they do it & I don't know how to answer her. -.- lol. Went back to class, sat around. Went up to the hall for leaders' investiture. Qiaos is the Netball CCa team's captain. Hahaha. Damn funny. We took a video of her. The _______(I forgot what's the name of that person!) pronounced her name wrongly! Hahah Yip Xia Lin! Loves it man.

After that, Mrs Tan gave some really dumb talk about grooming, again. Isn't she tired of saying!? Omg I've heard it for the forth time please. =/

After school, went to look for Miss Teh. Got the consent form, waited for Qiaos & left. Went PS! Ate @ Long John's. :] Hehehe. Wanted to watch movie but there isn't any nice ones. After that, took a train down to Somerset. It was effin' raining la okay. so we just took paper to cover & ran across. And we're all wettttt. Hahah fringes looked so hawtttt, right? :D Went to dry ourselves in the toilet. Haha I was trying to make my hair, my uniform & my bag! So retarded, but whatever.

Went to walk around after that. Best went to look for Kelvin for lunch. Bought a new pouch! :D I'm happy but it can't be compared to the feeling if mom ever tell me the trip is cancelled. =/ Arrgh fuck man. Whatever. So we continued walking around We saw dildo. =X And Yj kept asking what's that. And Sass was like, I reeeeeally wanna know what's that. So I whispered, DILDO! And she's like WHAT? DILDONG? And I almost died. She just said it out louddd. Hahah so Yj just showed her the _l_ sign & she went OHHHHHHH! Hahah roflol. :]

Met up with Best. She likes my pouch! Thanks Sassy, for choosing it for me. :D Hee. Went up to look for it again but Best doesn't like the colour so we left. I love NewUrbanMale. :D I wanna buy that $129 baggggg! Shopping soon Eliza!! :D:D Hehehe. Walked to MRT station & took a train back. Qiaos & I went Montip. She wanted to get clips. Can't find so we went to Missha. Bought nail polish!! :D It's maroon is colour.! I like. :D Mom called me cos she saw me with Qiaos @ Missha. Damn retarded la she.! Went to B1 & bought clips. Left for home after that. Emo songs make me sad. :(

Right so I'll be leaving tmr. For Chiiiiiiiiina. Look for all the cheena people there. Oh I'm going Shenzhen I think. Hahah yeh. I'm sad, really. Fucking emo & I feel as though I could cry anytime. I've been crying so bad for the past few nights. Thank God for baby. :]

Don't worry babyboy. I'll come home into your waiting arms, arms that love me so. I won't forget that okay bee? I love you so much I won't bear to you leave behind & you know that. Time will pass by really fast. Promise me you won't countdown(haha) so you won't think so muhc. Keep yourself busy. DO WHAT YOU PROMISED ME OKAY. Remember to eat & study hard okay. Make sure you'd help mom whenever she needs help& al. And Joel too. Make sure he studies okay? I know I'm being so fucking naggy here but bee, I won' be able to nag at you for 5 days. :( Take care of yourself while I'm gone. I love you, fucking much. :]

Glynis always love you, Xavier.
Always, now & forever. :]


I won't be blogging for awhile but I'll be back allright lloves?
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